Gets me every time!

Fucking Leloveblogspot. Everytime I read a blog I feel like I've been there or done that.. the latest:

"It's not like I won't find someone new, you know.

We both know it's not exactly a question about lack of choice. It's only a matter of time before I stumble across that person who will somehow make my world magic again. Just by looking at me he'll put a hundred different feelings in my body and my head will go completely blank when he smiles. My heart will skip a beat from the slightest sound of my phone, and everything I do when he's not around will be colored by his absence.

I will meet someone who doesn't have that need of playing games and instead of following all kinds of rules, simply follows his heart. Someone who makes me wanna look past all the times I've been hurt and feel like it's actually worth risking everything again. Someone who makes me wanna fight my fears of opening up so I can let him in, because the thought of him not knowing me completely is far worse than my fear of rejection.

He will sigh at my stupid jokes and the way I tend to forget stuff and mess everything up, but deep down he'll love it because love's not about accepting each others flaws, it's about loving them because they make us who we are. I will find somebody for whom I am prepared to show not just the strong, independent side of me that the rest of the world know, but also the insecurities that make me wake up in the middle in the night crying because I'm sick of hurting.

He will not give me my confidence back or make me love myself again. I have no need for a fairytale prince who lifts me up on his white horse and saves me. He will make me complete though, in a way no one has ever done before, and together we will get struck by love so hard that nothing will ever be the same again. You see, I know he's out there and I won't stop until I find him. Cause I deserve nothing less than to love someone who loves me back and this I know. So there's really no need for you to worry. He could be right around the corner when I walk out this door today.

The thing is,
With all my heart
I still wish he could have been you"


cooooool.

John Mayer - Slow Dancing in a Burning Room. Word. For. Word.

goodnight and goodbye.

Rewind?

Taylor Swift - Last Kiss

erase.erase.erase.

We're just ordinary people....

Boy im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

Le love

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.

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"With nothin' but a t-shirt on, I never felt more beautiful, baby as I do now" ♥ ♥

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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together ♥

Roseball was a success; Zeta Beta Tau formal today; school ends next week; have a great family and wonderful friends; steady job; a good sidepiece... what more can a girl ask for??

Although the Sun Will Never Shine the Same, I'll Always Look to a Brighter Day ♥

To love forever is to live forever

optimism :)

he doesn't deserve me.

i know that that's what everyone's been telling me for months, and ive known it was true. but now i feel it. i feel it in my heart that i am too good for him. he wasn't any good for me. he hurt me, he rejected me, he made the corners of my soul cave in. he made me happy for such a short time, and even then it was full of ups and downs. and i deserve better than that. i deserve a boy that loves me, that truly knows me fully and completely and is in love with every bit of me. i deserve a guy that always wants to be with me and will do anything for me. i deserve honesty and a man who makes me happy.

and i believe he exists. i believe now that someday, i will find my perfect match. i haven't been optimistic in months. i've spent so much time alone, dwelling on him, on the one that broke my heart. and i haven't been able to see that this isn't the end. i'm young, i have the rest of my life ahead of me. one day, i will find that person and we will fall crazily and madly in love. he exists. and it's okay if i don't find him anytime soon. i'm not going to go out there and search for him. because you know what? i do believe in soulmates. i believe that everyone has someone made just for them. and today, today i felt that hope inside of me. that i will find my soulmate. and that this guy, this stupid guy that broke me is not him. so why am i wasting my life crying over him? from now on, i'm just going to let go. i know i won't completely get over him right away, but i'm not going to spend any more time sitting at home when i could be living my life. i'm letting go of him because i don't need him.

i'm going to live. i'm going to have a love for life. and i'm going to be happy.
01/01/10

Defying G R A V I T Y

they always come back... please don't. good people deserve good people. don't ever let yourself be hurt. once. never again. learn from your mistakes, they make you grow. say goodbye and don't ever look back to those who treat you wrong, take you for granted, and make you sad.

ON TO THE NEXT ONE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

"no man is worth your tears, but the one who is won't make you cry"

Full Swing Spring

Today was a VERY good day to be outside, to be inside, to be alive. Things are falling into place in all aspects of my life and I can't remember ever being this happy. Nothing makes me angry. No one makes me sad. I've learned to let go of things and people I can't control. Pretty much everything that has gone wrong has been dirt off my shoulder. There are so many things to smile about I'm not going to waste my time being anything but happy.

"Single doesn't mean I'm looking for somebody" :)

PS

Just call me MAMA

Quoted.

Its to tell you how much you move me, how you've changed me. You made me a man by loving me and for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes.

If you're a bird, I'm a bird

'I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived; I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.'

Yeah it still gets me :)

She's Only Happy In the Sun

Thank God.
I notice the days when it is rainy or gloomy I don't even want to get out of bed. If I really think about it, it isn't the rain that I hate so much. Its the fact that its cold. For a person with poor circulation (like me!), being cold is bad enough, but add being wet too and I just can't deal. So much for being productive, right? Those are the days I decide to hybernate. I love the sun. As much as I complain about it in the summer, I am really looking forward to it. Bring it on summer :)

Remember ME

"If I knew you could hear me, I'd say: Our fingerprints don't fade from the lives we touch"

Friday. Can't wait. Can't wait. Can't wait.

Well the weather outside is weather...

ITS SNOWING??? Eff this I live in Las Vegas & its March I should be outside making myself browner by the second.

Clean Getaway

And you thought you had a chance..

have you ever thrown a fistful of glitter in the air?